Monday, April 01, 2013 '
jgn dera bdk2 mcm gitu.. drng pun nk enjoy bukan kau srng.. drng pun ada life jgn seksa drng mcm gitulah.. kau ada hal, kau penat, kau tk nk ot boleh kau nk belah.. kirakan ape kite nk coolie batak.. bile tkde org kau tau bingit.. drng pun nk off sat ke sun kasilah drng chance.. kau dtg balik sat ke sun skali2.. bdk2 tgk pun sedap.. supervisor aku keje ape hari sat ke sun.. drng nk tolong kau pun no hal.. ni tidak kau nk ckp org pandai.. bile org buat kau tk terima.. kau buat org boleh.. kau pun pentingkan diri sendiri nk ckp org.. jgn sombong kau supervisor agak2 sikit.. mmg btl drng kena tunjukkan yg drng boleh keje.. drng da tunjukkan kau pun.. give n take lah.. madang kau je yg ada lebih advantage.. tarik tolak lah.. ckp kau je btl org lain semua salah.. nanti aku ckp kau tk terima.. ntahlah aku pun da tk kuasa..
Saturday, March 17, 2012 '
17 March 2012
I'm so sad. Today is my 12 months anniversary and I can't celebrate with my wifey. I'm just so sad. I just want her to be with me right now.
Saturday, March 03, 2012 '
3 March 2012
I'm so stressed up. What did I do so wrong that you have to scold me until like that? Its been so long you didn't scold me like that. Being concern towards you is also a crime? You have been acting weird also lately but it don't bother me at all. But for me its just a small matter you don't have to flare up. You do you want to stress up yourself? All this time did I give you any trouble? Okay I did. But that I rise up after I fall. Sometimes I feel that you don't trust me at all. I'm already coming to 26 this year and when you scolded me the other day as if I'm still 16. Yes I want to live independantly. Yes I want to live on my own. I just want to have some time on my own. I just want to make my own decision without asking anyone even it will cost me alot. What they say is true no matter how big you have grown up you parents will still look at you as a small kid. I'm big enough to make my own decision. I think I just become like my brother.0 Bathe, eat and sleep. Someone ask me one question I just answer one sentence. Don't bother about anyone. Don't think so much. Haizzzzzz. Its hard to become the eldest. All the responsibility it being on me.
Friday, January 06, 2012 '
6 January 2012
2011 has past and now is already 2012.
I don't plan what's I'm going to do.
I just go with the flow.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011 '
29 November 2011
I went back early from work. Meeting the most loveliest person in my life later. Now waiting for her. Killing time somewhere. I'm so sleepy. My life change when I started working here. Met someone special. Nothing can be more meaningful. (Actually I'm sleepy and don't even know what the hell I'm writing. So I think I better stop here before all the nonsense comes out). Ciaosssss........
Tuesday, September 27, 2011 '
27 September 2011
The days past so fast nowadays.
Too little time to spend with you.
But I hope with that little time is precious and memorable for u.
I wish I could spend more time with you.
I wish that I have the time in my hands so that I could turn back the clock and spend more time with you.
I love you dear.
You completed my life.
You bring meanings into my life.
You gave me a responsibility.
You gave me light.
You give me everything that I could never wish for.
I haven't thank you and I don't know how too.
Please don't leave me just yet.
I want to thank you and just be in your arms.
Feeling your warmth.
I'm comfortable being with you.
Lets just follow the flow and takes us wherever it leads us.
Thank you so much for everything.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010 '
17 October 2010
I can still feel the pain when the heart was broken by someone you love with all your heart. Sometimes I just don't understand how does it works. For me its enough for me and my partner to know but for some when the both of you know why keep it a secret. Then it will get complicated and things will go haywire. Sometimes I want to forget about it but I just can't the feeling is still there and it can't seem to go when it is already so long ago. Till that I'm afraid to fall in love again. But whatever it is I still love the person that I love before.
What people say about love is true. Sometimes its easy and sometimes its hard. There are always complication in every way. Sometimes I just want things to be easy. But what can I do I'm hopeless. I sucks in relationship. I'll just have to keep trying my best.